I mean, do they keep chasing you forever? Even if it's rarely-do they? They say that when an experience has been dreadfully painful, you can't just spit it out and forget about it, you gotta keep it inside and move on. Is that true? Hell, does Time really heal all?
Most probably there will always be some dark pieces in your heart. Like, forever. I came to the conclusion that however horrible these expreriences might be, they really do make you who you are today-a stronger (but often much more incredulous-be that a blessing or a curse) person.
The thing is-I've been struggling to keep them ghosts out of my current close relationships. But whenever you get romantically involved with someone, you inevitably compare some of their traits to that one person who once gave you a pretty hard time when you gracefully offered them your heart on a plate.
Anyway. I'm pretty optimistic about the future and I think I can cope with having the ghosts around-I won't let them take me away. I have to remember not to feed them. :D
I woke up with a big smile today! おはようございます！＾＿＾
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