have you

ever felt someone's very existence pulling you so close that you even forget how to breathe?

What was that called again?

The lady was talking but I couldn't really listen to what she was saying. Everything around me was a blur and there were only some distant buzzing sounds. Some music? I danced a little bit to the tune, I liked it. So many colours around! But this time they failed to distract me.

I was glad you were paying close attention to her and not to me because my jaw kind of dropped slowly to the floor when I was looking at your face.
You...smiled. *insert starry-eyed racoon*
And it felt really really really warm inside.
Actually-it's been a long time since I felt so safe. 

Yes, I'm having trouble  letting my guard down but hey-it's so damn worth it. I promise I'll open up now.

(for some reason this song popped in my head.)